So, after over a week of cost paranoid emotions and distress, i am self-diagnosing myself with Paranoia. I have every symptom, and reading the information is describing my daily life. So now along with depression i have, well i think i have Paranoia. Its killing me, all these mental problems are destroying me from the inside out.
I’m trying to push though, i really am.
Last day mofos! Flour bombed student’s cars and dressed up like innocent little flower girls ^_^
Not long now until this long (shitty) journey is over !
This is Elise. I have known Elise for 9 years, but we have only just become close friends in the last 12 months. I think if i hadn’t of met Elise, my life would be worse than it already is. She is the only person that understands me, and one of the three people i can see in my future. I love her so much, and just want people to know that.
Just want to let you know that i’m obsessed with Eddie Vedder and i need him in my life because he is perfect and omfg i’m dying.
Forever wanting what i can’t have.
Last night, my parents, sister and boyfriend all drilled into me about how unfit and unhealthy i am. It was really confronting, to know that i’ll probably end up with diabetes or something with the rate i’m going. Today is day 1. Eating healthy and exercising, in a months time, i’ll see if the exercise has payed off 🙂
Say goodbye to gross & unfit, and hello to fit sexy body.
3 down, 11 to go now
I walked out of my music practical exam feeling happy, and confident. I am very proud of myself for coming so far with my guitar playing. I can only thank my guitar teacher, Nathan for that ❤ and my parents for pushing me so hard to get this final result.